I have been traveling quite a bit lately (yes I know nothing new), but I have also written more then usual. I guess that most of what I have written is more for myself then fo otehrs as it relates to more of how I really think and feel and not what I choose to show to the world.
It is not that I am a dark and gloomy Gus, but more along the lines that I am so frustrated on how things are goin - I need to figure out what I really want to do next. I know what I can do, I know what I could do - but in the end what do I want?
The past few weeks, I have been working on my books and putting together a better idea of what life would be like with a few months off. I could go back to dishwashing or bartending and finish a book - the fact thet I have to give 6 months notice (Swiss law is weird that way) and get paid for it seems to add value to the thought.
So what to do with so much time and still bringing in the the dough? hhmmmm let me ponder the thought... cha ching!
OK - not so simple, but in essence an idea - one that I must consider to keep my sanity and keep from making those around me think I am a complete lunatic (is in my head....).
Between now and the weekend there will be Rudolf (drinking sessions when nose lights up), Christmas Vacation (Rusty we checked all the bulbs didnt we?) and It's a Wonderful Life (Hot Dog!)
So after that I will make daisy chains and laugh, as I will actually be enjoying Glugg (or glu wein) in Prague this Christmas weekend.
Yes a little R n R in a new land.... I will take pictures and write alot more. I will share the pics and a few of the writings.. depends on how mcuh I write for my book, myself and craziness in general.
So although I may write another post before the weekend, you may not check again - so I wish you and your family a Merry Fuckin Christmas! and by golly a the Best God Damn New Year!
Merry Fucking Christmas to you too!
Posted by: Ernie | 20 December 2006 at 05:25